| Creating Love |
[Aug. 25th, 2009|03:37 am] |
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Howdy everyone!
It's been forever since I've checked in. How the heck are you guys? I miss you all. I miss being connected to my community, sharing and doing great things together. You are all so amazing and inspire me so much. I miss being able to share in each other's lives.
I've been using Twitter intermittently. I'm committed to keeping up my online communication, more than I've been doing. Everyone keeps wondering if I fell off the planet, so I promise to update more often!
I didn't fall off the planet or die. In fact, I've never felt more alive. I'm out there living life to the fullest, making every moment and person count, making a difference in the world. I feel so free and liberated.
Great things have been happening with me. My health is doing really well and continues to do well. My relationship with the boy carries on and I can't describe to you how amazing he is. He's simply the sweetest thing in creation. I adore him.
This weekend I picked up another boyfriend. :D This is a huge move forward from being stuck in the past, because I've been in love with Matthew for the last five years. I wouldn't be with him because I was afraid he didn't love me, when the man always has and always will love me more than I can know.
I've forgiven the brother who molested me and I've started a relationship with him again. I'm letting go of my anger towards my family. I finally get that it's OK to ask for what you want. I'm actually creating what I want, here and now, which is the possibility of love for everyone and everything. I'm living those words and not just believing them. I FEEL GREAT!
And I just had the best sex with the boy. Guess I'll be chatting with the neighbors tomorrow. ;)
The event that precepitated this huge personal transformation is my choice to become involved with a group called the Landmark Education Group. They're an education group that hosts seminars and courses all over the world. Their promise is that upon completion of their Curriculum for Living program, you will be living the life you love and creating what you want. I'm doing that now, and I'm so happy! I want to go out and share it with all the people in my life. I want to bring all of you to a Landmark Forum! There's an introductory session here in Vancouver, Tuesday, from 7 pm - 10:30, and I'm throwing out an invitation to each and every one of you reading this. I'm inviting you to come to the Forum intro session with me and my other guests tomorrow evening and create possibilities with me. Even for those of you not local, the Landmark group has centres all over the world. If you want to attend an introductory session, contact me and I will make it happen with you.
Thanks for letting me share, everybody. Good night, and good luck.
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[Nov. 9th, 2008|09:10 pm] |
You Are Boggle
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You are an incredibly creative and resourceful person.
You're able to dig deep and think outside the box to get things done.
You are a non linear thinker. You don't like following directions
You draw your inspiration from the strangest places sometimes. You're constantly inspired.
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| http://roflrazzi.com/ |
[Oct. 25th, 2008|03:59 pm] |
You must check out this web site. It's another LoL Cats knock-off, but takes on celebrities. Quite funny.
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[Oct. 22nd, 2008|02:20 am] |
You Are Sunday
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Like this day of the week, you are ruled by the sun.
More than anything else, you are extremely bold.
You can't help but be a little self-centered and overbearing.
After all, the world does seem to revolve around you at times!
Sunday is the day of rest, and you love to take time to relax.
And for you, nothing is more relaxing than having people wait on you.
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| Halloween events? |
[Oct. 21st, 2008|10:06 am] |
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OK, other than SinCity, which I am not planning to go to, what's going on for Halloween? Anything on the actual day itself? |
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[Oct. 5th, 2008|11:50 pm] |
You Would Be a Good Spouse 80% of the Time
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You have what it takes to be an amazing wife or husband.
You are caring, patient, giving, and romantic. You are willing to work for a marriage.
More than anything, you're not about to let your ego ruin a relationship.
You are humble and unselfish. And that's the key to being a good spouse.
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| I'm Out! |
[Oct. 5th, 2008|08:42 pm] |
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Of rehab, that is. I'm staying with friends near Joyce skytrain. I am SO exhausted from the last three days of running around getting ready to leave. I've been chilling in front of Emily's laptop for the last two days. All is well, I have an interview tomorrow with an Occupational therapist and home support worker tommorrow, and we'll see what happens! |
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[Sep. 29th, 2008|10:11 pm] |
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Your Surfing Habits are 60% Male, 40% Female
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If we had to guess, we would guess that you are a man.
You use the internet to make your life more efficient - and to make you smarter.
For you, the internet is like a vast encyclopedia.
You search and surf extensively. You look up everything online.
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| House Hunting Help? |
[Sep. 15th, 2008|09:50 pm] |
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Does anyone know of any good websites to house-hunt on besides craigslist? Or any other good sources to find a home? Time is getting thin and I need to find a place soon! I'm looking for a 4-bedroom house, close to a Skytrain, or a reasonable bus ride away. Thanks. |
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[Sep. 10th, 2008|09:51 pm] |
Your Taste in Music:
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Classic Rock: Highest Influence
Eighties: Highest Influence
Pop: Highest Influence
Nineties: High Influence
Alternative Rock: Low Influence
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| 'Nother 'Tanks |
[Sep. 7th, 2008|10:38 pm] |
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Profuse thanks to Brian who cleaned my apartment inside and out until it sparkled and shone, which was no easy feat, given that Coyotestone had made an absolute pigsty of it during my rehab stay. One of the reasons my landlady is so angry at me is because she saw the place before Brian cleaned it, and it was seriously disgusting and unsanitary. She doesn't know that before I went to rehab, I did most of the cleaning and kept things hygienic.
I also discovered that she's been leaving notes on my door, trying to get in touch with me for a month and a half, and Coyotestone NEVER ONCE told me about her messages. That man has a lot to answer for. If I ever see him, I may run him down with my chair or beat him with my cane, whichever I happen to be using at the time. I understand now why my landlady has been so angry and unreasonable - but she's angry at the wrong person. Matthew explained that to her and I think she gets it now, that she unjustly evicted me because my ex is a selfish coward who doesn't care who he hurts as long as he gets to keep running away from his problems. Keep running, asshole. If you see me, you better run fast. |
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[Sep. 7th, 2008|06:25 pm] |
You Are Stalking
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You tend to be very obsessive. Once you focus your attention on something or someone, it's all you think about.
You are also very secretive. People don't know much about the life that you lead.
You are attracted to weak people. You may want to prey on them, but you also may just want to help them.
You need attention, and you can get desperate if you aren't getting attention from the right person. You'll do about anything to get noticed.
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| Sabrina's Paypal Moving Fund |
[Sep. 7th, 2008|06:18 pm] |
So AJ is organizing a PayPal moving expenses fund for me, which people can donate to if they feel like it. The link is here, and it's called Sabrina's Moving Fund. It's to pay for stuff like a damage deposit, set-up costs, new furniture, potential future bedbug treatments if needed, the exorbitant cell phone bill I know I will have at month end, etc. It's all being arranged through AJ, so if you have questions, call her at 604 710-6576 or email her at valkyrja@gmail.com.
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?c md=_donations&business=TZ5LEY2EQY9NE&lc=CA&item_name=Sabrina%27s%20Moving%20Fund¤cy_code=CAD&bn=PP%2dDonationsBF%3abtn_donateCC_LG%2e gif%3aNonHosted
Thank you to those who have already donated. Your help is very very much appreciated. *love* |
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| I Forgot To Mention |
[Sep. 7th, 2008|06:15 pm] |
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Thank you to marmot who has and is raising cash through selling off the last of Tickled Pink Toys stock for me. Wonderful, wonderful marmot who is a stalwart bastion of marmotness! She truly is the Queen of All Marmotdom. Marmot hath awesomeness. |
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| After the Storm |
[Sep. 7th, 2008|06:14 pm] |
So things have calmed down and I am still sane.
Thursday my friends packed and cleaned frantically while I helped out a bit, but mostly acted as....a consultant. I'd say I was supervising, but truthfully, Matthew and Brian were pretty much on that. Friday at 10 AM Baked Bed Bugs came over and we got most of my stuff into their truck to get treated. Then my crew removed the stuff, loaded it into a cube van and took it to Matt and AJ's in PoCo. I took myself over to Brian and Jenn's place with donnaidh_sidhe where we spent the weekend decompressing and chilling.
During the process on Friday, my landlady decided to come by and yell at all of us, but Matthew dealt with her beautifully and got her to calm down and let us do our job.
Matthew and AJ are storing my stuff until I find a place. I'll be in rehab for a while, and if they boot me out before I have a place, I have somewhere to stay until then. I may be broke and homeless, but I'll be OK thanks to my friends. My friends have been amazing through this whole ordeal. I may have had two people making my life hell, but I've had at least 25 people making my life better this week. I may be poor in money, but I'm extremely wealthy in friends, and that's far more important.
Let me make like the Academy Awards and send out thanks. Thank you to Brian and Jenn and donnaidh_sidhe who immediately offered support, financial help, and organized help for me. They're also helped put me back together body and soul this weekend.
Thank you to Matt and AJ who have also been central in organizing help, offering money and support, and storing my stuff for me. Thank you for making it so that I mostly have to 'not worry my pretty little head about stuff and focus on getting well.'
Thank you to Doug who offered support and money.
Thank you Emily and Shyann for offering your place for me to crash at after rehab.
Thank you to Phillip, Peter, Sam, Kai, Brian, Jenn, donnaidh_sidhe, Matt, AJ, Alex, Keith, marmot, Sharon, Dasha, Tristan, Andy, and the other Brian for packing, moving and helping in a zillion other little ways. If I've missed you, please let me know and I will apologize profusely and extol your wonders in a whole separate post!
I love you all. |
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